Goals…Ideas…and other

Well, I’m not sure why but I’ve been inspired to try to be more consistent with this thing called blogging. Now granted, I don’t have much time. I’m not very disciplined with anything. And I may be changing this “blog” into a real professional website soon. But regardless…a girl can hope can’t she?

Speaking of hope, the pastor at South Roebuck Baptist tonight (the mother church of the church plant I attend on Sunday mornings) taught on hope. He said of hard situations, in life, work, love, etc…”accept and trust.” I thought, “Man…I don’t want to accept. I’ll trust Him every moment, but I don’t want to accept.” That’s a bit of an oxymoron isn’t it?

Christmas season is coming. I’m excited but…melancholy too. It would be so nice to have family around during this season. It’s hard to be “away.” I am super thankful for the friends here though…Sarah, Melynda, Nush, Holly and others. If it weren’t for them…I’d be pretty miserable. Oh, Burin’s my buddy too. He’s been a sick pup recently though…many illness issues and LOTS of money at the vet. Makes me wonder…am I THAT bad of a mommy? I’m kinda worried! Hope this doesn’t happen if I ever have a real child. 🙂

That’s all for now. Maybe I’ll get myself organized more soon and have a theme. A purpose. A reason for writing. For today….this is all there is.

Hopeful.